I don't know! I'm so confused! There was a guy at a party who was nice and funny and so. He took my hand and we walked a little. Then he hugged me ... And then he tried to kiss me...
It sounds really romantic but I didn't react right I think? I didn't feel anything and I turned him down when he tried to kiss me.
I've never had my first kiss! Never experienced this things with a guy! I'm scared and ... On the other side I should've kiss him but I'm old fashioned and wish my first kiss could be with someone I trust and love!
But one thing was really ... Nice?
When he hugged me. I've wished so long for this! Someone who just hold me in his arms ... I will never forget this ...
He was drunk so I've have him my number. It's his choice! Maybe he remember me and we could met a second time and learn about each other. If not ... Well ... I don't mind because nothing really happened between us.
I'm so simple and yet so complicated! Or just confused!
On the same day I visited someone who I just know some weeks. This person is really interesting and if I'm with him my heart relaxes. I could talk hours and about everything with this person! But I'm not sure! If he had the same thought about me...
I wish I could be more experienced with this feelings and situations ... I'm to proud with myself but this is the only way I can protect my heart. I'm to scared of this things ...
I wish someone could teach me about this stuff. Or could gave me some advice?